Sora (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
keychained) wrote2012-02-19 03:03 pm
keychained) wrote2012-02-19 03:03 pm
Re: 005; text
[even though Sora always has, and always will believe his mantra that there is no such thing as never seeing a friend again-- enough so that it's a sentiment he's willing to share with the rest of the network-- some days and some unexpected goodbyes are just plain harder than others.]
[it's part of the reason why it's well into the afternoon and he's still in his pajamas, and on and off beneath the covers and staring off some distance, lost in thought. Sora had managed to keep to himself for most of last week, and has made a point not to not bring up any behavior he might have witnessed with Riku, but... now that it's all worn off, he just feels miserable. too many people to miss. thinking about how Kairi isn't here is an intrusive thought he can't seem to really shake, either.]
[still, unkempt as Sora is today, he still manages to arrive at one conclusion that... takes the edge off, at least: it's all right to be sad. it's all right to hurt, especially when you lose someone that means the worlds to you, even if it's been a while... but now's a good reminder as any that there are still people here that he loves, and needs to stay with. meeting the rest again will happen when the time is right. right?]
[to that end, everyone Sora has ever spoken with, even if it was just once or twice, and... well, even if they didn't speak on very pleasant terms, might find a text message popping onto their 'gears:]
Are you still here?
Hi.
[bonus private text to Heather Mason]
Heather? We need to talk.
[it's part of the reason why it's well into the afternoon and he's still in his pajamas, and on and off beneath the covers and staring off some distance, lost in thought. Sora had managed to keep to himself for most of last week, and has made a point not to not bring up any behavior he might have witnessed with Riku, but... now that it's all worn off, he just feels miserable. too many people to miss. thinking about how Kairi isn't here is an intrusive thought he can't seem to really shake, either.]
[still, unkempt as Sora is today, he still manages to arrive at one conclusion that... takes the edge off, at least: it's all right to be sad. it's all right to hurt, especially when you lose someone that means the worlds to you, even if it's been a while... but now's a good reminder as any that there are still people here that he loves, and needs to stay with. meeting the rest again will happen when the time is right. right?]
[to that end, everyone Sora has ever spoken with, even if it was just once or twice, and... well, even if they didn't speak on very pleasant terms, might find a text message popping onto their 'gears:]
Are you still here?
Hi.
[bonus private text to Heather Mason]
Heather? We need to talk.
[Text]
We hadn't really talked in a while. It's stupid how much easier it is to take things for granted here.
[Text]
[Text]
The good thing is, we've still got letters to write. There's still time to catch up, right?
[Text]
I hope so, but there's no way to tell. We could all vanish at any second and leave nothing behind.
[Text]
I don't know how much it would help, but I don't really like the idea of being wiped off the face of Johto.
[Text]
[Text]
That's better than not having existed here at all, I think.
[Text]
Maybe. Won't know unless you try.
[Text]
You don't have to, though.
[Text]
[Text]
[Text]
[Her life, her secrets to keep. Why let other people know, right?]
[Text]